If I Had Any Attention Span at All It Would Be VERY Short

Have had very weird random thoughts running through my head lately and fortunately they are running quickly.  I am guessing it is normal for a woman to have spontaneous thoughts of running away from home.  Especially one my age.  I have been a mom for 16 years now.  My youngest is a teenager.  My husband is...trying...yeah I will settle on that.  He has seriously been trying to be better lately. I have to give him credit for that.  We went out a couple of nights ago to movie and late night diner food.  Was even treated to an eardrum bursting rendition of Bohemian Rhapsody in the car(Wayne's World style) by my fellas. I cannot remember the last time we went out and there was not some form of drama and arguing.  It was almost a perfect evening.  Yet most evenings on my way home from work I hear a little voice telling me to keep driving.  Go to the beach.  Go up north.  Anywhere but home.  Not that I am unhappy.  Live in the moment and it's all good but there is something else I am meant to be doing.  Something real.  My eyelids drooping signal that some of these feelings are brought on by lack of sleep.  Okay a lot of them I'm sure.  Worked till 8 last night had to be back in by 7 this morning and now tomorrow I have to be in at 5am.  And it is Stanley Cup playoffs so the smell of testosterone is reeking up my room as my son is watching with my husband.  GO PENGUINS!!  To top it all off birthday season is here and the first of five birthdays that occur in the next four weeks was today.  Mine is in that mix too.  Maybe that is what I am wanting to run from.  Getting older.  Yuck!