Good Morning

Sometimes to find peace,I think anyway, we need to unplug and walk away from the two billion invisible threads connecting us to the world.  No internet,no phone,no nothing.  Yes facebooking, blogging, even online gaming for some is a great outlet but it can also create more of the drama and pressure we are trying to escape from.  That is why I am so inconsistant with my blogging.  I don't use it as an outlet to connect to others but more of a way to put things out there I feel the need to but in a way I am comfortable with.  Inconsistancy is a long running theme in my life.  But I believe it is part of my genetic makeup so instead of fighting it(I do a little at times) I have made peace with that too and embrace it.  Yes I am in a very zen place this morning.  It is a breathtakingly beautiful day and I want to soak up every second of it an slow it down to make it last.  So last night I woke up to my husband watching Cloud Atlas.  He had already been watching about an hour and a half so the music the words were seeping into my dreams.  I had been anxious for him to watch it because the message of the story is something I have wholeheartedly believed since I was a little girl.  Not just reincarnation but that we are connected to the same souls through life and that although the bodies and locations and even the relationships change we are still drawn to these people.  And also that you do change your path with every act(good or bad) that you commit.  I jokingly keep telling him that we will keep coming back until we get it right so get it right dammit. So him watching the movie now he understands me a little more.  After 16 years it took a movie for that to happen but I guess it being spelled out for him helped.  There is a happiness I find in him understanding that now.  The way in which we met was a one in a million chance but when it happened we both understood that it was meant to be.  So he really cannot argue that with me now.  I have so much more stuck in my head to get out but was just given an invite to sushi cafe for lunch and that I am not turning down...so this will have to be continued at a later time.