I swear my next post will not be so cynical

Been trying to find my happy place all morning but some days if really feels like everybody is out to defeat you.  Normally on a day like that I take a "f-u" attitude and it's really easy to be positive out of spite.  BUT today I just feel drained.  Sapped of all energy or will or fight.  Within 10 minutes of finishing my last post hubby came out of his cave and we commenced to arguing about his perception that I am not backing him up enough with his pharmacist and the clinic he goes to and that I should be fighting on his behalf.  I was actually silenced by this accusation.  Seventeen years of having his back I was really hurt by this.  But again it was his perception and no matter how wrong it was it was how he felt.  We talked things out and he even accompanied me to go pick up his medications which normally I do all of that alone so it was a nice change.  In reality though today ended up being one of those days I needed to get the hell away from everyone and every thing.  So I wonder maybe what the world needs is a "fight club" for moms.  Women can just get together and get our aggression out on each other and then return home and put on our aprons and smiles and all is good.  Okay that is a little condescending but you get the idea.  A club for women to just go wild and throw caution to the wind and hope it doesn't fly back in your face.  First rule of Wife Club...nobody talks about Wife Club.  Maybe then you wouldn't have to have shows like Snapped where ordinary women go wild and kill.  No there are always going to be a few "crazy bitches" in the world to ruin it for all of us.  On a totally unrelated note but it's in my head and I have to share  I opened a box at work yesterday for one of the other supervisors because it said Urgent Rush to Salesfloor and I was really thrown back.  Duck Dynasty panties.  Not your big granny panties but little colorful lacey panties with the faces of the bearded fellas from the show on them.  Now I have not watched an episode of the show but working in a rural area I have my fare share of merchandise from this show on my sales floor because it is hot as heck right now.  But Panties?  Is that really what ANY man wants to look at when his wife/girlfriend/baby momma or whatever pulls off her cut-off jeans.  It's all kind of icky to think about but honestly it is also freakin hysterical.  Mass merchandising at it's finest.  I have been saying all along they should do a Real Housewives of the Trailer Park and maybe for the Bachelor they can find an eligible man in prison looking for his letter writing soul mate to have some conjugal time with.  Instead of the show about finding bigfoot that is going to offer a million dollar prize to someone who can prove his existence how about whenever a child is abducted there is an automatic one million dollar reward for the person responsible and the safe recovery of that child.  How many unsolved cases would we have then.  And the best idea swimming around in my amped up brain right now...let's expose EVERY single elected official and EVERY single government agency for the lies, scams, frauds, deceptions that they perpetrate daily.  And then let's actually hold some people accountable for their actions.  I realize this means we might not have ANYONE left to run our government but isn't that the case now anyway.  Oh that just felt good to say.  We are a social media/networking generation and we need transparency in our government.  Checks and balances do not work anymore.  Who even remembers learning about it in school.  Each branch of government created to keep the others in check.  No absolute power in anyone's hands.  Oh I will probably end up on some government watch list just for suggesting this.  What the hell.  But folks if a sinkhole mysteriously swallows my house one night I call government conspiracy. Joking!...uh yeah joking